Sunday, May 28, 2006
its alright to get angry when things dont go your way. just remem not to lose your head..
i found a diamond
at 1:16 PM
wb loves to eat dao geysssss.
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at 11:48 AM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
yuan yuan xiang bao he shi liao...
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at 6:45 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
on a much happier note, happy birthday to jacq.
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at 1:54 AM
a grp of people has no friends elsewhere..so they gather every week to smoke, discuss about betting and play soccer..then go home and wank to the magic box known as the comp monitor..
at least they will derive some pleasure thru re-assuring one another that they are not losers..
i admire those other people in the team that are nice guys..coz they can see the good side of these ppl...unfortunately i cant..and by posting this im making myself enemies...
the epitome of growing older without growing up eh..
to be fair, a few of them were actually quite nice guys.
they can always do sth to me if they want their ord dates extended. i wont retaliate
i found a diamond
at 1:37 AM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
what to do when dimwits think they are smart? dont let them find out they are dumb.
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at 3:41 PM
my question has become a reality~
and yea it is affecting me quite abit..
just like how it is with other people~
i should be alright in a few days =)
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at 12:12 AM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
of dumplings and horniness
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at 8:47 PM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
do ppl feel shagged after they have shagged?
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at 7:55 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
hello again~
i m Boreddd!~
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at 5:19 PM
WB loves Lollies~
Hehs(:
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at 5:19 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
teach me how to let go
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at 11:55 PM
the gay blog is not gross coz of the couple's sexual preference. its gross coz two guys who are almost turning 18, going into army, are still wtfomgccb typing act cute language...zzzz. immature maybe i understand la..im still qte a boy when i was 16 or 17. for the record, i check their blog jz to see when they are going to break up. haha maybe some other guy just use a lollipop(pun intended) and can lure 1 of them away le...mwahaha.
jokes aside, im just joking.
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at 1:26 AM
this week has been largely eventless, the only thing to cheer about is that i suddenly have 12 days off to clear..wahahaha. came as a shock though, but gotta thank maj adrian for that. despite all the stupid politics going on in camp, im quite sure he is a nice man frm deep down. why would he bother to send an sms to wish some nsf happi bdae with his own hp? ah well, tml will be 6mths minus 1 day to ord..yay~
recently kinda stopped talking to an old friend of mine, as usual its for some kinda stupid reason.
nt that im really bothered by it coz it cant even be considered a minor hiccup in our frenship though. wonder where do the petty ppl find their gd friends..lol
one liners are nice not cause of the linguistic ability of the person who came up with it. but more coz they leave ppl with much to imagine
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at 1:17 AM
Friday, May 05, 2006
It's kind of weird to attempt to type in proper english while i have chinese songs playing non-stop on my playlist. Am kind of guilty to have put this language aside for so long, despite being proud of my own linguistic ability; it's one of the very few stuff that i can be proud of anyway. Recently, I have been overwhelmed by the many opinions that people have of the upcoming elections. Maybe by doing this, they can have an illusion that they, despite being vastly under-exposed to political situaions(Watching the campaign report on the tv does not count), do possess some sparks of brilliance coupled with some analytical skills. Instead of engaging in coffeeshop talk, wouldn't it be more productive if they have spent their time drawing out some blueprint which can be beneficial to their community? Maybe this is as far as it goes given their level of intellect...
Watched a lame show during guard duty on Monday, and the female lead was telling the male lead, " To forget your first kiss, just have the second and third one with some other girl." Though this may not be entirely true, it did make me think. What's about mental scars and sweet memories that can affect people for a prolonged period of time? Your dick won't leave a signature on a girl even after you've screwed her a kazillion times. Like how the molesters' palm prints won't stay on your tits forever. All it takes is just a change in mind-set, and people will get over such grievances in no time. Appreciate the under-lying meaning of every significant event that, and forget the moment. I do remember that I have done some significant stuff, but can no longer conceive that I have actually been through them- that they were once a moment in my life. It may be great to indulge yourself in the sheer magnitude of pleasure that the recounting of such events brings you. They may be what shaped you now, but should not be what that hogs your life such that the current you is prevented from accomplishing future benchmarks in life. Be grateful for who you are and set your sight towards the future; surreality will creep into your mind and devour your most vivid memories in time to come. Why fall in love with someone in your past when you should appreciate her in this particular second? Of course, what i have said do not apply in all situations, so don't take it as me acting as an arrogant bastard. I'm only abit of both. :)
I do realise that I am not myself when I make effort to type a thoughtful entry. At this point ppl may get confused and question their own 'real' identity. To me, I am just someone whom I am not a few minutes, and it doesnt trouble me at all.
I'm already starting to wonder why the fuck did I type the above junk. Is everyone else as fickle as me?
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at 1:41 AM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
i only slept 1 hr the day b4 ytd~
after duty ytd almoz cannot tahan le..but play golf at home until qte awake..wahahaha
cheryl called me at night during mi duty to ketchup abit..
was kinda surprised tho, couldnt really tell who's on the other side of the fone
someone so popular huh~
but was qte gd la..at least manage to help me waste 1 hr of time..
seldom talk on fone for so long le
in the end reali damn shag then hafta put down..
but end up watching yan can cook on the tv instead of slping -.-
on the way home today, i realised everiwhere can be a good sleeping spot...
=)
i found a diamond
at 8:56 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
there are two ways you can get touched in real life. to see someone do something special for you, or to be a spectator of this happening such that it reminds you of your own past. of course there is a third way...not funny =p
can i bring you to mount faber this year?
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at 3:44 AM
i wish i can have you beside me some time, as someone who can read me
but i think you will think that i want sth more than that.
coz you dont know that i dont want anything more than this.
lyn gave me a feeling of deja vu just a few hours ago
of my own life of cuz..
duty tml, im not going slp at all so that i can find more time away in lalaland when im in the guard room. spent the whole 5 days of my rest days at home, its quite a good feeling though..just to let time pass and allow the ord date to creep closer and closer...
she called me at midnight. fking glue
and while im saying that im actually missing quite a few people. yea im not antisocial or anything
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at 3:30 AM
